Collective

You got the thing and felt nothing. What if the flatness isn't broken joy but an honest answer you've been calling a symptom?

Giving up feels like relief, not heaviness, and that scares you. What if the lightness isn't a symptom but a weight you were never meant...

Why do I feel worse after resting? Often rest isn't broken, it's uncovering what motion was holding down. The bad feeling was already there.

Being alone feels like punishment when no one inside has learned how to keep you company. A dialogue about the witness that never arrived.

Why do I feel numb when I should feel joy, grief, excitement? The answer might be in who you're still protecting.

Feeling disconnected from everyone isn't always about other people. Sometimes you stepped back first, a long time ago, and forgot you did.

Why do I feel disconnected from myself? It may not be a state you're stuck in. It may be a move you keep making, faster...

You can't go back to who you used to be because she lived in conditions that no longer exist. The grief is real. The door...

Restless but nothing sounds good? It might not be that you've stopped wanting. It might be that what you used to want has quietly gone...

Crying for no reason usually means many small reasons that weren't allowed to count when they happened. A look at what the body is finally...

Homesick for a place that doesn't exist? The longing may be geography for a state you've been in briefly and don't know how to find...

Why do I feel numb? Often it's not absence of feeling but the quiet cost of holding feeling out. A look at what the lid...