“I have a problem with limits because deep down I find it hard to finish things.” If this resonates with you, this exercise may be valuable to you.
Self-Observation on why I have a problem with limits
What’s causing my problem with limits?
- I get irritated easily. This is true for most things around me. Be it people, situations, the food I eat; almost anything ‘outside’ of me.
- I have this internal image that situations are irritating and hard and are always like this.
- I know it is a cliché but I can trace this feeling back to my childhood.
- I have this feeling – an image – that I am in a situation that I don’t like and this situation wants something from me that I don’t like. But I need to stay in this situation.
- So I am just sitting in it and getting ever more irritated.
- I feel I always need to fight not to let things into my own space.
- I just realize that the problem is mine. I mean, sure situations are hard but I find every situation hard.
- Oh…There is something behind the irritation that I kind of see now.
- It is not the irritation but the fact that it is hard to ‘live with it, hard get out of it’. I mean that now I find it is ok to be irritated by things that are in fact irritating. My problem is that I find it literally impossible to solve it for myself. And that is because I find everything so hard to ‘solve’, finish. This is the key for me.
- My problem with limits and my view that it is hard to finish, and ‘accomplish’ things are not in a cause-and-effect relationship. What I mean is that I can not separate one from the other and say that one causes the other. They are together.
The above self-observation exercise is just one possible flow of associations. It is meant to stimulate you and by no means it is implied that it is about you.
(If you are new to the concept of self-observation or looking for some practical guidance then maybe read this article: How Self-Observation Works)
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